7 years in one stock didn't make me rich – but it rewired my brain

7 gallusinferno 2 5/2/2025, 11:54:08 AM

This isn’t a guide. It’s what I wrote to keep from falling apart.

I held one position for 7 years. No miracle ending. Just dead air, self-doubt, obsession, and the slow collapse of everything I thought I controlled.

What survived wasn’t a portfolio. It was a system—stitched together from damage, failure, and way too much silence.

Full log here. Free. No signup, no funnel, no upsell. Just what I wish someone had handed me earlier.

https://gofile.io/d/MyBKs1 (Full PDF)

Comments (2)

sneha_tamal · 11h ago

this wasnt one of those ‘I got rich and here’s how’ stories. It was more like… ‘I survived, and here's what's left of me.

Thanks for being honest when most people just post wins.

aristofun · 11h ago

Whats the point here? What’s the lesson? And how is this relevant to hackers community? Looks like a meaningless emotional garbage.

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